Spread The Love

If you've been reading my updates this whole time you would see a lot of "I Hate". Most people said we should stop complaining and just accept what we already had. NO it's more like blaming. I know I blamed my mom for turning me into who I am today. I blamed my brother for turning me into "I hate boys cause boys always take advantage of girl's weakness" girl. I blamed my sister for taking me out for supper late at night and turn me into this chubby. (Obsessed with weight) I blamed my dad for leaving us like he's off debt with our family when he's part of the family. I blamed the world for treating me wrong.
You see there's a lot of things that we could have but we just can't have right away. You have to pass the test. This is right. We're on the right track. There's no wrong turn. Just some advertisement comes along the way. It's in the package. So before you do some hating, let's relieved what you have now. And instead of "I Hate", let's do a "I Love" list. ( OMG I sound like a teacher) Anyways, here's my list.

15 things That I Love about Me
( I'm telling you this is hard)

1. I have my Sony Xperia 10i and it's the most beautiful phone I've ever had. ( Appreciate how my dad gave this phone to me)
2. I have beautiful nails. ( Once I polish it anyways but it's still looks awesome)
3. I have "Shrek" ear. (I got that nick name from my friend Adibah Jaapar cause my ear are really sticking out. And today I teased Thamir, since he is now bald, saying he looks like smuggle or toyol, do I said it right cause that's how Thamir translated it. And he point at my finger and said I'm the Smuggle)
4. I love my family. ( I do and there's nothing better than to complained about my family but that's what gives us the bond between each other)
5. I love my Macbook Pro. I want a Macbook Air but I got these instead turns out this is the most awesome first ever laptop that I never dreamed of.
   
6. I love my husky crazy loud voice. ( Yeah let's face it, it's sexy ehem confident is sexy)
7. I love my life. ( Complain complain Blame blame too tired of that let's just count the blessing shall we)
8. I love my friends and roommates and classmates. (Hey they're part of the family)
9. I love how life's playing with me. ( It's scary but understand that we're still young and there's a lot more to understand than cursing)
10. I love my body. ( I guess watching all the stupid movies like the Jeeper s Creepers or the Human Centipede taught me a lesson.)
11. I love my ways of handling. ( It's stupid but sometimes we just get over it)
12. I love to do what I want to do. ( So random I don't even understand what am I doing)
13. I love seeing people smile on something I did or done, I love taking care of people's feeling, I don't mind if I get hurt ( I'll get over it sooner or later) but when you push the limit, you're not going to be in my chapter anymore. Not a word.
14. I love to help but lazy when asked to do a favour. ( Well it depends)
15. I love singing but I'm not good at it. (But still singing anyway)

The way you looked up on your life the more you feel unsatisfied. You want more. It'll never be enough. But just stop and stare what you have at the moment. Enjoyed it. Be humble. You might not want to missed the chance of having a break. It's amazing how we get this far.

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True Story

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