Monday, 18 July 2011

The Unclear Decision

After going through the experience I thought I've already found the missing piece. Nope. Am still searching. So I finally decided to leave. And make it out by myself. I know i'm gonna be fine. At least that's what I feel right now. I do have something to say though. Going through this compromising things isn't the most pleasant thing i'd like to play over. I even made a song out of it. Finally, I hope, i get to be what I wanted to be. The decisions is still unclear but it's certain for half percent! All those tears wasn't worth to cry at all. I'm tired just by thinking that. I'll leave. I'll quit. I wish I know what I want now. For certain. My goals. I'm taking my sweet time here. And it's not getting longer but shorter.
Just now when we had our supper in Hyatt, I couldn't imagine how happy we'll be if none of this ever happened. I guess we'll never know. I'm glad we had a great time tonight. It was the best closing ever! I'm straight with what I want but the risks is too big. And my brother! He had waste his opportunities last time and he's taking mine to cover his lost. No way! This year it's gonna be my year, my turn! So open your eyes brother coz your not taking any of my precious time!
True Story

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All written by Shasha Syahirah